I’ve been a member of the family for a while; I stopped doubting my salvation on November 13, 1981. But In early 90s, I set aside a weekend to seek the Lord for my calling. I was clueless about my purpose in this realm. It seemed like everyone in my circle of friends had a future plan or cool destinies. I had made some notable accomplishments in my life but I was frustrated, annoyed, and tired of hearing about their “glorious futures” and not knowing mine. I had nothing that I was passionate about. So that Friday night, I had lots of interactions with the Heavenly Father (Abba) that started with "So Lord, what am I called to do?" and His quick response was, "You really DON'T want to know." I think we went spent most of the night going back and forth like that. (This could be one definition of "wrestling with God".) It was very exhausting especially since He was always right; as I looked deeper into myself; it was true - "I didn't really want to know". I finally got to the place where I wanted to know and then, He finally told me: "Equip believers for victory".
Knowing your purpose really allows you to invest your energy and focus your actions. That was true for me so after having that major conversation with Abba, that led to other conversations and decisions. In a later conversation, He gave this ‘life’ verse: "For I long to see you, that I may impart to you some spiritual gift to strengthen and establish you" - Romans 1:11 Another discussion led me to an adventure in Sweden where I spent almost a year attending an international bible school, Livets Ord. So, if you will converse with Abba, believe what He says – He will to your “best life”.
So when I'm not learning to know the One who loves me the MOST, I'm a husband of a anointed woman and a father of an amazing daughter. When I'm engaged in one those three divine relationships all is good. When not engaged, I'm equipping others. Since believer's are in the nations, I disciple (equip) nations also. All that I have received from the King and His Kingdom IS used to enable believers to rest in their identity and to help them stop performing for something they already have.
I’ve published 5 Books which are available on Amazon or on this websites:
1. An Introduction to the Seven Spirits of God;
2. The Spiritual Dynamics of Hand Drumming;
3. A Mystical Introduction to Angels;
4. The Stars Deserve A Second Look;
5. Engaging the King
For another taste of my fruit, you can go to: http://new-mystic.podomatic.com/
So join me as we grow up into mature sons, who intimately know their Father in Heaven. As sons, we live at home and heaven is our home. Heaven needs to be our place of origin. We visit earth, other places, and then return home. This we should do several times a day. As you walk with Him, you are constantly changed into something new; enjoy the journey!
- New Mystic
